Her eyes are a mystery,
I wish I knew more of her history.
She creates content that can be enjoyed by all,
It should have never been this easy for me to fall.

Seeing her smile makes my heart race,
I only wish we lived close to the same place.
When I hear her voice I start to grin,
How incredible she is makes my heart easy to win.

She’s unlocked a door I thought didn’t exist,
Whenever I say hi I hope that I am not missed.
To think that she might feel the same,
I know that this thought will only bring pain.

The times we’re in discord, talking alone,
I always wish we were on the phone.
Someone else inevitably joins the call,
My frustration with them quickly hits the wall.

She’s stolen my heart at least I think so,
But it’s a parasocial relationship so not how it goes.
Have I gone crazy, have I lost my mind,
I guess I will find out with the passage of time.

All they do is confuse me,
Fly around my mind and abuse me.
Which are true and which are real,
How many will vanish like no big deal?

Everyone has them this much I see,
Why must they now be a plague upon me?
For years I lived by nothing but logic,
Now these feelings drive me psychotic.

I spent years detached not letting anyone close,
Now a change has come and someone beside me I want most.
Maybe she’s the one though I don’t know how I’m seen,
If I say anything I’ll probably be asked ‘What do you mean?’

Parasocial relationships have never done this before,
How has she broken down this door?
My emotional walls used to be a mile wide,
Now from my feelings I just desire to hide.