Midnight After Dark

All they do is confuse me,
Fly around my mind and abuse me.
Which are true and which are real,
How many will vanish like no big deal?

Everyone has them this much I see,
Why must they now be a plague upon me?
For years I lived by nothing but logic,
Now these feelings drive me psychotic.

I spent years detached not letting anyone close,
Now a change has come and someone beside me I want most.
Maybe she’s the one though I don’t know how I’m seen,
If I say anything I’ll probably be asked ‘What do you mean?’

Parasocial relationships have never done this before,
How has she broken down this door?
My emotional walls used to be a mile wide,
Now from my feelings I just desire to hide.